London: For better of worse?
November 5th, 2007No I am not getting married, I am talking about my mood of late. It has been up and down ever since I started working in London again and I am not totally sure what the root cause is, probably a combination of social and environmental determinist factors, i.e. working and being in and around London too much is stressful and ultimately doesn’t provide me with fulfillment.
I was looking back at some pictures yesterday of my World Surf Tour in 2006 and remembering how chilled I felt and how happy was with life in general, it would be nice to get that vibe back. At the moment I’m finding myself getting increasingly despondent with working here and socialising, I find I am getting more aggressive towards strangers, and a little more inward looking as I try to drown out the daily sh*t (he whole rat race to get on the property ladder, the insane cost of living this country has brought on itself), it’s all bullsh*t.
What’s the next step, not sure yet, been trying to figure that one out for some time now, maybe another WST or permanent emigration to somewhere less sh*te, we’ll see… A week in Fuerte’ surfing will sort me out a bit, but I know I’ll slip back into the rut sooner or later on my return to the greyness…
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